June dairy

So finally, Oral is over. Instead of overwhelming by happiness, as usual I started to worry AGAIN.
Worry about when will I be able to get the certificate, worry about when will I find my dream job(hope not 5 years later..), so many worries! So I decided to give myself a little bit of weekend break.


However,its almost Sunday night, and I cant  recall what I did yesterday. Guess this is what a "break" means? Doing nothing and rest the brain. (ok, i admit this is just me trying to lower my guiltiness for doing nothing the whole weekend.) 
Yesterday the stupid sony fixing center was not open, I was trapped in rain, in the noon I bought a new hat. 

And I started to read.  Reading 思慕巴黎 now. I'll post my reviews when finish reading it.

free for my thoughts

It's been a while since I write down things(or just upload pics?) on this blog.

So now its been almost 4 month since I return from Japan, craving and feeling like dying, finally the first version of my thesis is done. But nothing more can be done since now the only thing I can do now is wait for Prof's response to tell me what I need to modify. 

The thing about graduate school is that I get to understand that, having your life decided by other people is a really terrible feeling. Professor agrees with which week of the data he prefers, how should your thesis be modified and ect. 

This can not be happening again in the future!!! I have to be the person who decides where my life and decision goes.

Anyway, fighting Bernice!!